Well, I can't sleep thinking that I should not have survived, it was that bad, way bad, I walked away....I don't get it. After another brief talk with my wife, I can't give up riding....I don't know any of you but I feel we are one in the same; I plan on getting on my second pony and starting over. Like I said, my gear saved me x many. times Jacket and helmet are toast, bike is toast, ego is toast. I am still embarrassed over the situation because I thought I could always avoid this....Well brothers and sisters it happened to me, Wow. All I can say is wear the protection, it work, it really works.......Rod