I got the call today

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I really don't know why I am posting this other that it seems to give me some comfort talking about it.

I received a call last night that I have been expecting for a very long time. My youngest sister Joan was killed when she was crossing a street in a crosswalk when a driver of a large pickup truck did not see her. She died instantly.

Joannie has been basically homeless for the last 15 years or so and struggled with drug addiction since she was in high school. We were close as young children but not as adults as she became something or someone else fueled by her addiction. I chose not to let her chaotic life and darkness contaminate my life or my family's life after attempting to get her help, which was never taken seriously. I have been expecting a call for a long time with news of her death but strangely she died in a completely unexpected way.

I am oddly numb about her death as we have been disconnected for a long time. I do need to care for her arrangements etc. following her death. I guess the only thing that I keep in my mind is the sadness from such a wasted life that at one time held such promise. The one thing she did for me was to set an example for my three sons regarding what drugs and addiction can do to you. They witnessed what kind of pain her addiction caused not only me but their grandparents. They never touched drugs or alcohol growing up and I believe that this is why.

I can only hope she is at peace now.

Thanks for listening,

Dan
 
Sorry to hear her life ended like it did, instead of her being able to overcome her issues.

Sometimes examples in our lives come from unexpected places. I never picked up drinking alcohol, due to an uncle that drank a lot. He was my example why I was never tempted.

Even with that, a prayer of some comfort for your family when taking care of her business.
 
Dan - Sorry that things turned out like they did for your sister.
It is very difficult to watch someone 'self-destruct' - especially after you cared enough to try to help them.
May you and your family find comfort in this very difficult time.
 
Be okay with how you feel.
Hopefully death was swift. In any event her pain is over.
Peace.
 
Sincere sympathy Dan to you and your family on the sad passing of your sister Joan.
May she rest in peace.
Jim.
 
Dan, our sincere condolences to you.
In all the pain , please don't forget to look after yourself and those around you .
 
Sorry to hear. Hope you get through this with minimal stresses.
T
 
Be comforted by this she is now a flower in the masters bouquet up in heaven. Remember no life is never wasted as God has a plan for all of us. Sometimes these plans aren't revealed to us plain mortals. But he knows best, Please take comfort in the fact that sometimes we get weary in this life and after all the suffering God calls his Sons and Daughters home to be with him.
 
May your sister rest in peace.
Sincere sympathy Dan to you and your family on the sad passing of Joan.
 
Words cannot adequately comfort or explain the why things turn out the way they do. May God grant you and your family peace.
 
Dan, I'm saddened and sorry to hear about your sisters death.
My sincerest sympathy to you and your family.
:WCP1:
 
I am sorry for your loss and hope that you and the family will be ok.
 
Sorry to read this. Such a shame and loss when a life is wasted.

My wife has lost her father, her mother, her older brother, and two younger sisters to alcohol and cigarettes. All before the age of 56. My wife turns 70 in March, neither drinks nor smokes and is terrified of becoming addicted to anything fearing its hereditary... even to things like Melatonin which she sometimes takes to sleep at night.

Addiction is a powerful thing.
 
Dan,
Nothing will ever fill the void of loosing somebody so close to your heart and to your family and we all share your pain.
Our sincere condolences to you.
 
Yeah.... I hear you, Dan.

We know it's going to happend, 'cause that's exactly where they're heading.
And when we hear the news, it's a relief, and in the same time, we are sad.

That is exactly how I felt when I heard, many years ago, that my older brother finally commited suicide.
I was also mad. Mad at him. But mostly sad.
He was so gifted.

My other brother, nowaday, is an alchoolic, full of hate and destroying everything around him.
I tried a few times to make him realise he needed help. That just make him more angry.

So... I stopped talking to him, a few years ago, for the same reason that you took some distance with Joanie.

Yeah... Hope we will all be in the light of God, some sunny day.

Chris
 
Dang, that sucks Dan.

I've got little to add to the thoughts already expressed here, but will extend my sympathies in hopes that they help you cope. I can't comfort the dead, but I can try to help those left behind.

Life is a series of choices. We make ours, others make theirs. Then everyone lives with the consequences of those choices.
 
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